Single Once Again.....

Well, many has happened since i last blogged in 2005...

Firstly, now we are in yr 2006. I should have started school in Lasalle. But so many things to update. Ray is no longer with me, in between that time to now, i have already went by a few bf... Of which the latest, Ah Soon whom i affectionately called Drean, has left me... I do not understand, why issit the one i always love is always the one who will hurt me and leave me in the end.... What have i done wrong in this life of mine to actually incur such a fate? People told me i have done nothing wrong and that its just we are not suitable for one another but i don wanna believe in it because i noe...

somethings wrong with my personality. I attract the wrong kind of guys, i cant find the one whom i can share my life with... Sometimes i truly envy my sister, she has been with her current bf for the past 2 yrs... they are still going fine and strong... while me? Evere since the breakup 6 yrs ago, where my 2 yrs ex broke up with me, i have not been successful with my love life... i have no idea whats holding me back from finding the one true love i crave for and the one true man i can spend my life with.... Maybe my time is not right yet... well, i guess i just have to wait somemore.....

Now, i am hoping to wait for his return, although i already knew wat it would be like.... but yet i still wait....

-Hime-