Wat a day......

Wah last nite i slept at 1 plus!!! So so tired now man... why? last nite played 2 games of dota until 12!!! OMG... as usual, got a scolding from mummy for always going home late... sigh... so this morning i actually look like a panda liao... @_@

Last nite dota was very fun u noe? 1st game i used VS and we lost because we got 2 useless hero in the team... they can't team well with us at all, so end up we lost. Dunno how to listen to commands de... ask them to return they think they gods lo, so got themsleves killed rite there.... stupid soloers... don understand wat is called team work... but anyways, 2nd game was very intense... its very fun in fact... but too bad, we got a noob drow in the team.... almost lost but managed to recap and rax into their base in the end... haha.... they too intent on killing us liao lar... my venomancer went on to take out their towers... :P as usual i'm the tower raxer... :P fun lar but tiring... haha.....

so today i will not be playing any dota... after work lei, go home and sleep...
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Today is my daddy's birthday.. why so many may born kids huh? but this morning i send him a birthday greeting to wish him happy birthday.. nothing much i can get for my dad coz no money.. my pay cheque haven take... -_-" sianz.... hope next monday i can get my cheque liao... really hard up on money lo... sob sob....

- Himeno

That night, the Feline Tribe's Chieftain gathered his people and sat around the campfire with the black cowled men, made amidst the ruins of the Shepherd Tribe. It was a fairly easy battle as warriors of the tribe tore through the village raiding, burning and slaying the helpless tribesmen and tribeswomen of the Shepherd Tribe, who were not known to fight nor wield swords to protect themselves. Taking Shepherd Tribe was merely for strategic reasons to ambush the Falconer Tribe as village of the Shepherd Tribe is just 30 measures away.

The black cowled men, wield strange magics and initiated strange rituals. They hold unknown powers and is greatly feared by all. They were the one who urged and tempted the Feline Tribe's Chieftain to re-arms, on the surface, it looked like the re-arms is for taking the lands of the Falconers Tribe but underneath that surface, which the chieftain didn't noe, was that the black cowled men are actually mages of the Dragon Tribe which worship the ancient dragon Draconas. Prophecy said that the tower in the forest north of Falconers Tribe holds the ancient himself. His awakening will bring salvation and power to the people of the Dragon Tribe who were in exile for centuries. The awakened one will also bring destruction to the world, his people will rise as the one and only tribe.

But before Dracona can be released, the Dragon Tribe needed the Seal of the Azure Skies that the Falconer mages of the past have created to seal the ancient himself. Many lives were lost during the final battle in order to seal the Dragon of Destruction and in the quest to bring peace again to the lands. It was told that the Seal of Azure Skies was magically broken into 3 pieces and sent into dimension of time, waiting for the fated three who would be born with the three piece within them. Prophecy told of the first piece born into the one with the True Heart, the second piece would be born into the one with the Brave Heart and the last piece would be born into the one with the Dark Heart. What puzzled the Dragon Tribe was that they could not foresee where the last piece landed into. They looked all over the world in search of all pieces and came to conclude that the one with the True Heart was Hime, the princess of Falconer Tribe, the one with the Brave Heart was Kaze, champion and warrior mage of Falconer Tribe in exile, the only exception is the last one. They cannot understand who in the world would be born with a Dark Heart. Hence the final piece was a mystery to them, waiting to be unravelled.

This night, Kurok the leader of the Dragon Tribe spoke over the roaring fire, "Brothers and sisters of the Feline Tribe!! Tonight we gather here in preparation to take over the lands of the Falconer who for the past held on to lands with great fertility and bounty, leaving us with nothing more than a barren land barely producing enough for ourselves.." Shouts of agreement rang through the encampment over the roar of the campfire. Kurok has successfully stirred bloodlust into the hearts of the Feline tribesmen and tribeswomen. Satisfied at the response, he bellowed, "At daylight we shall make first strike and take all of them down, for now we shall make merry and feast upon the hospitality of our lovely host..." At his word, a line of women tied at their hands naked to their bare skin were brought out like sheeps ready to be slaughtered. fear shone in all of their eyes as they knew what was to become of them. Screams of the girls being raped rang through the night and finally their cries dimmed to a sob as humiliation and finally death took their lives.

My Personality Report.... (http://www.personality100.com/)

Pearlyn, your Personality Summary

Your Personality Type
You are an optimist who is often more focused on the past and the future than the present moment. You have an active imagination. You have good hunches and intuitions and people notice that.

Your Motto
"I want to discover the truth in life."

How You Work best
You work best in cooperative, harmonious environments. Competition, a rushed pace, and a strict format for communication don't work well for you. Your strength is your open-mindedness. Your Achilles heel is that you are sometimes too hard on yourself.
Your Life Situation
You are not fully satisfied with your current life situation. It is in your own hands though to change this. Every day you have the opportunity to improve your life situation by making decisions that suit your personality best.

Making decisions that suit your personality best benefits all areas of your life: your relationships, your career, your love life, your goals, your family life, and your health.

In order to make the decisions that suit YOU best, you need to know your personality well.

Hmmm.... Quite true for me though.... anyways, doesn't matter wat matters most is that i am happy.. and wat matters most is i have him and wat matters most is that i have the gohonzon....

- Himeno

爱到地老天荒....

I just chanced upon this very very touching clip... so i wanna share with u guys here....

http://www.xiaoyouxi.com/down/soft/12389.htm

-Himeno

Sianz....

Dunno why so sianz today, dunno why i felt so much like giving up on the YCF dance choreography thing... its like i'm so tired lo.. so tired of having to think so much, so tired of responsibility.... This whole week i won't get to see him again...
I miss him so much, how i wish i can be with him everyday of my life lo.. but that is not possible since we are not married yet... i really yearn for the day we can spend the rest of our days together lo....

I noe living together is not going to be easy because we got alot of diff habits when at home and i'm starting to see all his bad habits at home liao, nonetheless, i still can accept him for who he is, but of coz, i'm trying to neutralize all his bad habits lo... nagging at him seems to work alittle, but its silly coz i have to always nag at him then he will go and do it... Haiz, dear ah dear, when will u ever be automatic ne?

I now feel very very melancholic lar, i just hope i won't lapse back into my occasional depression again... I can become very very pessimistic whenver i lapse into depression... you see, i have high expectations of life for myself and if i cannot hit my expectations, i will lapse into depression and shy away from society, i will lapse into my lone ranger mode de lo... it has happened so so often... sigh... who can save me from my problem? no one but my ownself.... sigh.... Really hate it man.. hate it downright....

- Himeno

Kaze sat in front of the window facing the vast ocean and the night sky twinkling with stars. Its been years since he left his home in the Shepherds Tribe. Ever since then, he had been living with Inuka who made sure he was well fed and also taught him the ways of the Falconer. He also taught him how to harness his main Gift for good use and nutured his other weaker Gifts. Through scrying, he managed to see the future that was in Himeno's dream and also he got to know that Himeno is his soul mate. Having Himeno's image deeply carved into his mind, he thought abt her day and night and eventually fell in love with her. "Thinking about her again I see..." sounded a male voice in Kaze's mind. "My mind is always full of her thoughts." Kaze replied with a tinge of sadness in his thoughts. "Don't worry my Kaze, you will get to see her soon enough. Remember your scrying? She is your soul mate, have faith my boy." Inuka said with confidence and assurance. Kaze took his sights away from the night scenery beyond the window and looked at Inuka, "Thanks Inuka, but have you thought, the battle sight, that building, what are they? What is my role in that battle? What is my destiny? Inuka, can you tell me more? Its like, I cannot understand the sight and its significance at all." "Kaze, you know why i came to you? I've been asleep for the past seventeen years, i was awaken to the sight and to your destiny. You are the Falconers Tribe protector and next chieftain. Although you are not born in the Falconers Tribe, you have the blood of the falconer running in your veins. Moreover, this destiny is yours only to fulfill." Inuka said with great compassion and understanding. Kaze kept his silence and changed his sight back to the night scenary beyond the window, thinking about what Inuka has just said to him, My destiny only.... His thoughts swung back to the girl in his dreams....